There can be something quite uncomfortable about knowing too much about the pain behind an artist’s output. Fans at the more committed end of the spectrum often prefer to know what inspired a song, particularly when it chimes with the idea of the musician as tortured soul. After all, when a song is powerful enough to elicit feelings of sadness in its listener, it’s difficult not to ponder the real life events that created it. Still, sometimes not knowing is easier.
Kirsty McGee’s latest album Contraband deals in wounds and healing with remarkable honesty, and it’s not always a comfortable listen. Not through any paucity of quality, but because it openly deals with her recovery from depression and what she describes as “a string of personal disasters”. Close to quitting music for good, she instead cobbled together a band of friends and collaborators and distilled the pain in arguably its most potent form — great songwriting. It’s unapologetically raw and intense, the rest is melancholy squared. Yet, by the end you come away feeling hopeful and restored, rather than weighed down by the relentless waves of emotion.
McGee — who first came to prominence in 2002 when she was nominated as Best Newcomer at the BBC Folk Awards for her album Honeysuckle — has always had a touch of the Amy Rigbys about her: that unique ability to appear at once fragile, vulnerable and knowing. Contraband opens in this vein with the bittersweet resignation of Something Going On, followed by the cutting, elegantly gut-wrenching I Burn for You, one of those love songs that makes you want to join a convent.
It’s not all doom, gloom and bottom of the glass reflection, but even the upbeat moments — such as the Waits-esque jazz blues of Setting of the Sun and the gentle folk-country storytelling of Sequins — talk about the process of loss and letting go. In so many ways, it takes a unique generosity of spirit and grace to make music that shares experience in this way.
Review by: Rachel Devine
Tracks
Gig Dates
Oct 18, 2012
Preston
United Kingdom
The Mad Ferret
Oct 19, 2012
Stockport
United Kingdom
Bramall Hall
Oct 20, 2012
Glossop
United Kingdom
The Oakwood
Oct 26, 2012
Thames Ditton
United Kingdom
The Ram Folk Club
Oct 27, 2012
Colchester
United Kingdom
Headgate Theatre
Nov 7, 2012
Eastbourne
United Kingdom
The Lamb Folk Club
Nov 15, 2012
York
United Kingdom
The Black Swan Folk Club